fml

seriously. fuck my life.

it is now 5:50 on thursday. I'm in fucking maine right now. i woke up at probably around 4:45 or early, idk i didn't have my phone.

FUNNY STORY. i got my fucking period.

yepp. my life ROCKS RIGHT NOW.

usually when this happens in the middle of the night and i get woken from my peaceful slumber from this incredible pain, i just go to the kitchen, down 3 aleve, heat up he rice bag and wait it out. the rice bag really helps, especially when the pain is very central, lately my lower back.

but here i don't have my kitchen. i don't have all the meds in the world, and i don't have my fucking rice bag.

my cramps are so unbearable that i almost considered texting my mom letting her know that ima probably gonna have a lousy trip after this day.

why am i making such a huge deal about this right now? cause i wasn't due for another 2-3 weeks! yeah! suckville i know.

i have the most amazing app on my iPod that'll tell me when I'm due and shit and its super accurate. unfortunately my iPod broke so i can no longer view it and yell at it, but what the hell, i got a few other things to worry about at the moment right?

AND NOWW I'm siting on the floor between the bed and the wall cause i was worried i was disturbing Sara. i mean just cause i got my period from her doesnt mean she has to deal with it too

**apparently sara's cycle is so incredibly strong that it'll totally fuck up anyone's period within a mile away...or something along those lines.

I'm amazed of how much this post's spelling is good considering I'm shaking from all the pain.

i know this post is kinda lame/suckish/ TMI to the max but i don't give a fuckkkkkk.

yay maine....