yay monies!!

i went to the eye doctor today. they have to check for glaucoma or whatever cause my mom's side of the family has history for it so i gotta get these gross drops in mah eyes. they sting, and when you wipe them away, it looks like your crying yellow gross stuff. funn. but surprisingly i need to get new glasses, well at least the doctor recommends it cause they'll be helpful in college. YEEESSSS. i love new glasses. now don't get me wrong i like my glasses now, they're just kinda old and...well...i want new ones.

tonight I'm babysitting.
tomorrow night I'm babysitting.
tomorrow's tomorrow I'm babysitting as well.
this has made getting together with some of my friends who still attend high school and have other "commitments" like volleyball...or other random stuff. ehhh. izabela!!
plus labor day weekend I'm working till close every night, including monday. so boo for working so much....but YAY MONIE$$$$!

as of today, benji has been gone for about a week. and he will still be out of town till next week. DAAAA FRACK?!?! :( but luckily I'm not a loser and only have one friend. thats right! I'm not a total loser! yay!! but seriously, its weird hanging out with someone like almost everyday and then not seeing them for like 2 weeks.

WELCOME AARON. aaron has just made a blog. yayy! plus tomorrow is his birthday! ack! hell be 18 in 1 day....JESUS CHRIST! ;)

btw writing a post whilst your eyes are dilated is very hard. but not as hard as driving. i thought i was gonna crash cause i couldn't see anything cause it was soo bright. not safe. at all.

lately, around my family, I become increasingly agitated more quickly everyday. I don't know if it's cause school has started and some of my friends are often busy with that or if it's cause other friends are off at college. it might be because iv been working a lot, and I'm missing the first home football game that my brother will be in. it could be because I haven't even begun to shop for collge stuff, nor have I really spoken to my roommates. or it could be because my 18th birthday is coming up and I haven't any plans! I would ask benji for idears but alas, he is in virginia visiting his sister till the 7th!!!!! what!!??! how am I to survive.....


now it could be any one of those, or s combination of everything. but I'm about 1739% positive it's because of my painful wrist. it's so bad now, it even hurts to text :,( sad face....but I got my MRI today. I kinda failed a bit cause apparently I twitched my arm too much do they had to refu some scans. whoops!! but hopefully well know the results by the end of the week...

26 months

so i've failed at BEDA...but I'm rockin BEDAA (blog every day almost in april) :)

today was a good day. i went to the zoo. yay :)

whats the word for "feeling embarrassed for someone else"? cause aaron and i are watching kick-ass and he said he feels that for the main character. and we couldn't figure it out.

my wrist is literally not getting better. i literally cannot open a door, cut my own food,hold a book. anything. my life sucks. but luckily I'm getting an MRI.

btw why do you say "an MRI" not "A MRI"....weird.....

ill let you know how it goes...

DAMMIT ill be 21 in 36 months...DAD!!!

today was boring. i read a lot of my book. i worked all day. my bandage is still on. the indians won. i finally saw rocky horror pitcher show. so heres my blog.

im not half monster....

so i just returned home from my first football game as a graduated person. it was kinda of weird considering for the last four years of high school i always had a place to sit, friends to sit by, and plans for after.  now I'm not saying that didn't happen tonight, i did indeed have a place to sit, have friends to sit by, and i had plans after. but its just so.....different i guess that i wasn't in the band. i mean it had its good and bad. good- i didn't have to deal with mr. walczuk, the band director. but sadly i didn't get to be in the band.........*tear*

but luckily today after the game i drove back to the high school with my friend nick. we drove listening to crazy rock music and went on a little adventure. now if i hadn't graduated, I'm about 3289083290% positive that i wouldn't have had so much fun with him.

afterward we went to applesneeze (applebees) and i sat by some of my old trumpet friends, colin, morgan and evan. but then this other kid came by, john and he's hilarious (zazu you know him!) it made me sad I'm not in band anymore cause they kept talking about all this crazy fun stuff they do all the time after practices or before. I'm tots jealous. i mean, we never did that kind of stuff last year....mostly cause our section leader *aroh* was an asshole and no one really liked him...........but whatever. but i know that in only a few short weeks ill be having my own fun crazy stories at college :) so no worries.

this is what is on my arm. now it doesn't look like much right?

well apparently not to little kids. 

at work today these kids were staring at my arm like i was a monster and were afraid to talk to me........

so i wore my brace today to the game just so people wouldn't think i look so crazy scary. 

its starting to fray and i have to cut some of it sometimes. tomorrow i work 10-close. i hope we close early cause i think after work I'm probably gonna take this tape off. thank da lord. it itches sooo much. plus it'll feel ubber weird!! 

green hornet

i've been going to physical therapy for a few weeks now. i injured my wrist and it tends to hurt a lot if i play the piano. which is kinda a problem since i wanna be a choir teacher. so today we tried something new. they put this tape stuff on my arm and its supposed to help...i hope. its supposed to last 1 or 2 days sooo maybe it'll leave a cool impression on my arm when i take it off! being positive :)

i had some chocolate ice cream earlier, it is making me burp. a lot.

today we got a free promo code from red box for a free movie, so we got green hornet. I'm watching it now and its frakin herlarious!!!! i totally love seth rogan.

tomorrow is my brother's first football game with the band. but sadly i will be working. booo.

committed.

finished this frackin' book today.

do i recommend this book to you?

yes! if you are a old lady who's already gone through one divorce in her life and is thinking of marrying again but can't decide whether or not it is the best idea for her, even though she is madly in love with the man she is with. also, if you need a lot of different people insight cause you can't make your own freaking decision on your own...be my guest! finally, if you are some feminist, and think its a bad idea to have a republican marry your when you finally decide to get married, this book is right up your ally.

i unfortunately am none of those things. therefore, i hated this book. with a passion.

in her novel, Liz flat out says (paraphrased) "Does it sound like I'm trying to convince myself of something here? People, i am trying to convoke myself of something." 

that something is marriage. i've always thought that you either know you wanna marry someone or you don't. black or white. you don't need to do tons and tons of research on it! you certainly don't need to right a book about it either! the only good part of the book was the last chapter when she FINALLY tells us that they got married and are legal and are happy. 

boo this book was bad. I'm sorry if you have read it and have enjoyed it our if i have offended you in any way. but i disliked it. very very much.

thank goodness i've finished though, now i can start reading my required summer reading for school. i imagine it being 89430 times better than this book.

a celebration.

so its my one hundredth post! yeah! so i started thinking? how is it that i discovered blogging? well i would go to stumbleupon and find really random stuff. i started stumbled onto lots of different blogs and i thought "hey it might be fun to make a blog too!" so then i was like how did i discover stumbling? and i realized it was on Facebook look at aaron and adams Facebook pages. good ol' Facebook! but....originally...how did i discovered Facebook........and then i realized. the only reason right now that i have a blog is thanks to...dare i say it...myspace. remember myspace? when you would spend hours on changed your background and fonts on myspace instead of playing games like on the fbook? when you would comment on peoples walls? where bathroom pictures were appropriate. when you could have random glittery images that moved around. and also when it was totally normal to do a survey questiony thing that took forever to do, and then you were read your friends as well. ahh...good times. so, as my one hundredth post, i decided to tribute myspace. here is a survey with tons of random questions from tons of different websites. enjoy :)

1. What is your best friend's Mom's name? Well Danielle's moms name is Rima, and Benji's is Barbara.
2. Where is the weirdest place you have a mole? i don't know if its a mole but i have a huge freckle on my butt.....kinda random fun fact i suppose.
3. Who was the hottest teacher you ever had? he wasn't actually my teacher, but he was a student teacher. Mr. Simpson in 10 Honors english. not really even that hot, but the best looking teacher i'd say i've had.
4. Have you ever made out in a movie theater? yepp, fortunately i didn't buy the tickets for that movie, so i didn't waste my own :)
5. What body part do you wash first? my hair, i shampoo first
6. Do you hover over the toilet in public bathrooms? no. I'm like 97% sure you can't catch any diseases from public bathrooms, and I'm not afraid of other peoples germs soo...nbd.
7. What's the strangest talent you have? not really a talent, nor that strange, i can chug a monster can in like 30 seconds.
8. What's your favorite flavored Pringles? ohhhh sour cream and onion for sure.
9. Have you ever been tied up? Do you want to be? no i havent been tied up, but i have had my hands taped together one year at camp by the boy who would later become my now ex-boyfriend. and no, I'm okay with not being tied up, ever...
10. What was the last thing you ever got grounded for? i've never been actually grounded, but when i was younger my mom would take away my phone or not let me use the computer. probs for a messy room or not doing what she told me to.
11. Do you parallel park or drive around the block? i drive around the block, but ill still end up parallel parking in the original spot anyway.
12. Have you ever had two dates in one night?why yes i have had multiple dates in one night before! if by "date" you mean the planned getting together of two individuals, not necessarily opposite sexes and not necessarily engaging in a romantic relationship.
13. How many times have you been cussed out? i've never been seriously cussed out ever. only by my friends i suppose.
14. Which shoe do you put on first? i was thinking right but then i realized i put my left one on first, isn't that strange??
15. Have you ever been to a gay bar? i've never been to a bar on account of the fact that I'm 17
16. Is there one thing all of your love interests have had in common? tall? other than that no...not really
17. Did you French kiss before you were 16? yelp
18. Have you ever been cow-tipping or snipe-hunting?....no
19. Who is the last person you usually think about before you fall asleep? selfishly probably myself, and how much farther i have to get in tiny tower.
20. Have you ever had a poem or a song written about you? not me personally but there is a song by LFO-"west side story" and he talks about being in love with this girl, Veronica....yeahhhh...thats me.
21. If you had to choose to not ever wash your bed sheets again or not wash your bath towel ever again, which would you rather not wash? i think id do bed sheets, cause to keep them clean i could always use my both towel, that i wash often, to shower and i wouldn't get any germs in mah bed.
22. What was your childhood nickname? V, Vron, and Hudat i suppose
23. When is the last time you played the air guitar? Band Trip: Atlanta 2011
24. What's the weirdest thing you have done while driving? played tiny tower?
25. Name something you do when you're alone that you wouldn't do in front of others. use the restroom.
26. Have you ever sniffed an animal's butt?....no
27. Do you scrunch or fold your toilet paper? fold
28. Do you have any strange phobias? I'm very afraid of clowns, but i suppose spiders as well now. plus i don't like looking at oceans on google maps. i don't know, it just freaks me out.
29. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotels? yeah actually i do, but i never use em, so i just end up throwing them away..
30. Do you like to use post-it notes? umm is that even a question?!
31. What is your biggest pet peeve? when you go out to a restaurant, or any place you can get food/drinks, and someone goes and steals some of your food to try it before you even get a chance to taste it. biggest culprit of this, my dad.
32. Do you still watch cartoons? yeah I'm kinda in the phase of my life right now where I'm watching a lot of Doug, Rocko's Modern Life and well of course South Park and Family Guy.
33. Is your middle finger longer than your ring finger? yes...im not a weirdo.
34. When you looked in the mirror first thing this morning, what was the first thing you thought? "why can't i just wake up and have my hair look not totally disgusting....."
35. What did the last text message on your phone say? good :) *thats lame...*
36. Who is the fourth person on your missed calls? Aaron Dvorak, August 15 at 12:32 pm ****these were always the best, when you had to look up random shit in your phone to answer the questions.***
37. Name the brand of shoes you've recently worn. old navy flip flops
38. What's a saying you say a lot? What a deal! 
39. What is your current desktop picture? a picture from maine of danielle's foot print next to my foot print. cuteeee
40. What's your best memory of high school? oh boy....im pretty sure it had to be after the last day of green and white revue auditions. it had just snowed and we were walking to our cars at around 10:15 at night. both ray and benji offered to clean off my van cause it had tons of snow on it. then, after cleaning off theirs as well, we cleaned off all the adults who had been at the auditions. they drove off, but we continued to play in the snow. the parking lot was completely covered in snow. it was beautiful. no foot prints, no car wheel tracks. nothing. so of course we had to have a snow fight throughout the entire parking lot. we fell in the snow, blasted loud music from my van, took out shovels and snow brushes, and just ran all around. luckily i had boots and gloves, that ended up getting soaked. my mom called twice asking where i was and why i wasn't home yet. when i got home, i was dripping and my hair was a mess. my mom was a bit upset and asked where the heck i was. i told her i just had a snowball fight with ray and benji. and went to bed. if i could go back in time, thats where/when i would go to. everything was so simple. and for that hour and a half or so, there was no drama in my life, no worry, no college prep. just, hanging out with some awesome friends.
41. At a movie theater which arm rest is yours? umm left i believe 
42. What is the #1 most played song on your iPod? Your Song by Elton John
43. What was the last movie, TV show or book that made you cry or tear up? glee project :) 
44. When was the last time you had an amazing meal? tonight actually! my mom made beef stroganoff. sooooooo tasty.
45. What do you miss most about being a kid? probably playing with barbies/polly pockets/lego people and just making up crazy stories. i don't know how i thought of for these dolls to be doing, or even what, but that was just soo fun.
46. What story does your family always tell about you? how when i was in elementary school and my parents would go in for Parent-Teacher conferences. my teachers would always say "oh Veronica is so well behaved and so quite!" and my parents, every time, would ask...."are you sure your talking about Veronica here?" i guess they didn't believe i could be a polite little kid haha. or how when they would try and punish me when i was younger i would just laugh in their faces. yeahhhh.
47. Where’s Waldo? umm I'm pretty sure in India or something cause i just saw Slumdog Millionair with Benji and Izabela and I'm pretty sure i spotted him....
48. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend? yes.
49. Are you old fashioned? depends on how old were talking, i believe that i will never get a touch-screen phone. thats kinda old fashioned right? plus i believe boys should know how to fix cars, and be chivalrous and all that jazz. and women should know how at least mop the floor...believe me, i've met someone who literally cannot.
50. Do you like to travel by plane? yes and no. i like getting there faster than a car ride, but i dislike a lot how it makes me feel sick afterwards.

so there we have it folks. 50 random questions i bet you might or might not have known about me :) i realize i probably should have done 100 but....i didn't wanna get crazy. so there we have it folks! i don't even remember what my first post was about, i don't remember when i started writing, i don't even remember why. all i know is that i honestly don't hate it....so ima keep doin it :) even if only 2 people read this, occasionally (shout out to Zazu and Har Har :D) it don't matter. high school starts tomorrow. another chapter in life. not my life of course, someone else's life. like my friend grace's, who will be a senior tomorrow, with her fantastic senior locker in the senior hallways, with TWO sides! has she so graciously told me 89232 times. or my brothers, who will be starting his first day of high school tomorrow. or theres good ol' jButz, my former choir teacher. she'll be returning from maternity leave, after a whole year. theres so many people starting a new year, and i won't be there to see it. 


ehhh I'm just a whiny graduated kid just waiting to go off to college.


anyway..happy 100th post :) and may another 100 follow! 

jk lolz

this is for sure my 99th post. i thought this was my 100th but its not. but luckily i already wrote it out. unluckily it might refer to some things as happening tonight it the post, but  on account of the fact that its going up tomorrow, it will have been yesterday night....you'll get the picture.

so I'm pretty sure today i had a panic attack....in my shower of all places. i was dumb and thought my PT was at 3 and i go there only to discover that its at 2 not 3 and that i had missed it. sooo i go home, thinking oh well...and do some of my exercises and what nots. this involves playing the piano a little bit everyday, and everyday i push a bit harder and play for a bit longer. well today that bit me in the butt to say the least. afterward my wrist was hurting like no other. so i iced it and that didn't help. its just so frustrating cause literally nothing will help. so i was like whatever ima shower and get ready for tonight. but of course, since in the shower i have nothing else better to do, i start freaking out. "awesome my wrist still hurts after 3 weeks of therapy. what am i gonna do if it still is freaking out at college? what if therapy never works. i mean when i go they make it feel better for a little bit but then if i do anything normal, like if your siting on the ground and you go to stand up and put one hand on the ground flat to push yourself up, how will i ever really get better. and if only playing a few scales and exercises on the piano for 25 minutes bugs it this much, how will i take piano next quarter?" so this goes on and then i start bawling. in the shower. probably one of the best places too cause then 1 it doesn't like you've been crying when you get out 2 nobody hears you crying and 3 the water just washes away the tears! no make gets ruined or nothing!

but srsly I'm freaking outt. why can't they just fix me!?!?!


happy 100th tomorrow!!

my apologies.

I'm sorry for my boring rants. I'm sorry for talking about a certain someone wayyy too much. I'm sorry my life has been uneventful, therefore, causing my posts to be uneventful. i would love it i suppose if (more) people read my blog, but right now if certain people did they might think ima ubber weird person. lyke fo reel.

grace = awesomeest time ever.  i learned a new way to eat ramen tonight, i told some very dark secrets, listened to awesome music, and practically peeed my pants. plus i said "poop on a stick fried at the county fair!" and thought it was hilarious! though it probably wasn't.... plus we bitched about people. i said that one of my male friends' vag is huge. but then i realized that the size of your vagina probably has no correlation to how feminine you are........

i had a huge monster today at 3. and I'm still super pumped from it.

I'm pretty sure this is my 99th post. that means tomorrow ima write my 100th. shits boutta get real.

my boring life.

benji and i were talking tonight. he said his life is boring. i said "its not boring, it just relaxing. its chill" or something like that idk. but then he insisted. "no its pretty boring. i wake up work everyday, except sunday. sunday i go to church. so I'm still waking up early." 

i thought damn. that sucks ass. i mean i work a decent amount but not every day 8-5 or whatever. **i don't know how much he works i just know he usually starts early around 8ish maybe...**

he said he hasn't done anything fun lately, except for hanging out with me (said sarcastically). if it was anyone else i would act totally offended but i had to admit, when we hang out, its not "fun" its not all that "exciting"....its really just nothing. instead of doing nothing by ourselves, we just do nothing together. we drive around, get coffee or whatever, maybe see a movie with some friends, and occasionally we are at a mutual friends party of some sorts. but other than that, we do nothing fun. but thats whats soo great about being good friends with someone. you don't have to be doing something crazy trying to keep each other interested every time your with them. we literally just drive around town or whatever, listen to music, harmonize (badly) and laugh about how bad we sound. and although thats not the most fun thing one could be spending a saturday night, its pretty much what i look forward  to almost every day. i get to listen to great music, i get to talk to mah best friend, and  i don't even half too look/smell pretty-----tonight i had a party and it was outside so i had to spray a ton of bugspray on myself and i did NOT smell pretty---what a deal. 

and after a while, you do have lots of little random memories that add up. like when we were in the metro parks last year and i saw a deer so of course i said "oh my gosh a deer!" but of course it came across "OH MY FUCKING GOD A GODDAMN DEER!!" to benji. so he freaked out and then i freaked out. it was a mess. so now every time i see i deer i remember to not yell, or really say anything. or when we thought we were getting pulled over by a police car over by the Crazy Horse in parma or wherever that is at like 1230 at night. that could have been a disaster.

i had a crap-acheno from circle k tonight. i have way too much energy to sleep right nowwwww.

story basket

when I'm driving home by myself i think of great things to blog about...but then i forget....

so ill tell you a funny story instead!

soo today i worked from 10-240ish. then i went home showered quick and went to lakewood to babysit at 330. i didn't know how long babysitting was going to be, she could have came home at 9 or 1120. anyway...since these kids were 3 and 4 i really dont think they care if i wear make up or not. later that night i had a going away party so i brought my make-up to do at their house once i put them to bed. that didn't happen till 9. so once they were finally quiet and in bed, i thought id wait half an hour to go upstairs (to the only bathroom) and do my make up. 930 rolls around, and i was a little nervous id wake them up so i didn't go up yet. so its 940 i think "ehh ill go do it now" and BAM. mommy comes home early. yay, i get to go to my party earlier than i thought, but boo, i still haven't any mascara or nothin on my face to make it look like i got more than 5 hours asleep the night prior. so my solution? instead of driving all the way home, i stop at circle k on the way to lauren's house to use their bathroom. i figured since I'm in there already i could just by a drink or something so it does look sooo shady. but alas, their credit card machine thingy wasn't working. and i only had $1 to spend, plus random coins. which is kinda funny considering i just got paid in cash for baby-sitting....not the point. so yeah. then i pulled up by lauren's house and changed my cloths and attended the party.

good story huh??

i feel like i would have told it better if it was the first time i was "telling" someone, but alas, i told benji over the phone whilst in the car. he didn't think it was that funny, but he did think that it was really strange.....

almost only counts in horseshoes and hand grenades.

i got off work early today.

i got cleaned up.

i texted some peoples up.

ended up at mitchells.

THEN i saw preston, carly, natalie, hayley, laura, lizzie, anooj, dani, magnolia and then zac.

crazy night.

i guess everyone loves ice cream on thursday nights.

tomorrow i am babysitting 2 adorable little boys.

but i don't know the address yet, or how long it takes to get to their house.

wilfred is a funny show. i love elijah woods.


i almost wrote a serious post, you know, with paragraphs and actual meaning.

yeah.

i almost did...

a haiku for yeww. plus funnies.

my toe looks nasty.
I think it is infected.
this cannot be good.




fun thing to search on google images:the longer you stare, the funnier it gets

try ittttt

Uncle Charlie goes punk.....

<3 karaoke. we sang soo much tonight and it was tots fun :) i told benji i would never sing ever again cause of something silly he said....yeah...dont know how that'll work when I'm trying to schedule a voice lesson...hopefully tomorrow........


i might actually post before 12 tonight! yeah!!


Aaron and Veronica's Summer 2011 Bucket List...
1. Get splashed by a car driving through a REALLY BIG puddle.
2. T.P. AT LEAST five people's houses.
3. Go to Niagra Falls and visit both sides.
4. Be in two places at once...MAGICAL...
5. Make fake postcards and send them to our friends!
6. Go to a concert!  It must be legit!
7. Go to a midnight premier of a movie.
8. Play Bloons Tower Defense 4 for seven straight hours!
9. Complete an activity book, similar to "Wreck This Journal."
10. LEMONADE STAND
11. Play board games all day long!
12. Take a trip down memory lane :)
13. Make "The Soundtrack of Our Lives."
14. Burn ants with a magnifying glass.
15. Museum day!  Hit up all the museums in Cleveland!
16. Go to the Cleveland Metroparks Zoo!  The elephants are back!
17. Go Camping.
18. Go to Progressive Field for a baseball game.
19. Make a blog for our bucket list.
20. Destroy a computer.
21. Play legit Bingo!  WIN AND SHOUT "BINGO!!"
22. Make ice cream! YUMMM
23. Take the Cinammon Challenge
24. Go to Wal-Mart and sit in the middle of an aisle with your friends and see how long it takes for someone to get you to move.
25. Pretend to pull a rope tight across a road to freak out drivers.
26. Do a driveby shooting...with water guns!
27. Watch "Borat"...it must be done.
28. Host a Murder Mystery Party
29. Make pasta and watch "The Godfather."
30. LASER TAG!!
31. Write inspirational messages on random surfaces at night with chalk.  "Chalk" the Night Away
32. Impromptu scavenger hunt
33. Eat a whole pint of ice cream in one night!
34. Have a party to celebrate the Summer solstice
35. Take a picture every day and make a scrapbook
36. Go to a drive in movie
37. Put stuff in Jell-O
38. Ride in a hot-air balloon
39. Go to the Cleveland Science Center
40. Have a meal in Little Italy
41. Watch a shit ton of scary movies 
          -Devil
          -Chain Letter






yeahh.....so far we've done....2 things? oh wait 3 maybe...let me count...


7. Go to a midnight premier of a movie.
19. Make a blog for our bucket list.
37. Put stuff in Jell-O
41. Watch a shit ton of scary movies 
          -Devil
          -Chain Letter


we've seen more scary movies. soo we've done 4 of 41 things...
yeahh buddy...


oh well :) my summer has been pretty kick ass regardless!!
tomorrow a lot of friends leave for college, or have already left, or leave very soon. but i don't start for a month and 2 days. weirdd....good thing i still have tons of friends (high school and college) still around :)


YAY! 11:58! new record....kinda...

i do too listen to sad songs.

one of my friends accused me of listening to too many happy songs and not enough sad songs...right cause thats a crime.....

so heres this....i do too listen to sad songs!

random blurbs

i hate uploading pictures on Facebook. it just takes so long.
1. you can only upload 200 at a time
2. you have to tag everyone
3. when everyone looks at them they have to comment or like your pictures

im nervous for college for one reason and one reason only so far...
i won't be sleeping in my own bed.
boo! not sleeping in your own bed reminds you how much you love your own bed. how am i to survive college without my own bed!?!???!

i got tan :)

i've been seeing benji more than often lately-meaning both yesterday and today. plus he mentioned seeing a band play tomorrow and said he'll be coming to my church next week.
also he's going on his first plane ride EVERRR. and its to frakin Virginia. I'm soo jeal. i mean even though danielle will be at college, it'd still be tons of fun to go. but whatevs.

i was supposed to work today but they closed early. i kinda forget what its like to work a little bit...i just know i disdain it...a lot. thankfully i don't work tomorrow :)

the glee project made me really happy today. i missed last week so i have to see how hannah got booted off *tear* but I'm sooooooooooooo glad nobody got kicked off this week. i mean i would have been fine with lindsay not being called back but she is soo...whatevs. as long as she doesn't win I'm alright. SAMUEL FTW.

i have the best family/friends/adopted family in da world :)

from benji

not too terrible.

benji made me my cd before my trip to maine...and heres most of it.

honestly i guess i missed him...plus all my other friends too haha

i lost a bag in maine that had this super awesome gift for lyd....i feel terrible :(

but everyone else loved their gifts

mom-betty boop jewlery holder thingy

dad-tshirt and random bird feeder thingy

jack-coca-cola working telephone

so yeah pretty successful.

the plane ride was bumpy today...it gave me a headache.

booooo.

i think I'm doing okay at BEDA. but i guess not that great cause this is technically on sunday and not saturday....oh velll.

goodnight!

its finally happened...

i now know where and with whom i will be living :)

its 2 girls, in the dorm i've wanted :D

YAY!

plus now I'm friends with one of the girls and she seems toottaalllyy normal! she was in band, and from texas. how awesome right?! the other is from columbus sooo well see when we become friends.

maine is beautiful, its hard to believe we'll be leaving tomorrow. but all good things must come to an end.

my camera hasn't been sucking as much and i've taken a few pretty coolish pictures!

last night we did a procession. it was pretty! but in lithuanian...haha

this morning :)

fml

seriously. fuck my life.

it is now 5:50 on thursday. I'm in fucking maine right now. i woke up at probably around 4:45 or early, idk i didn't have my phone.

FUNNY STORY. i got my fucking period.

yepp. my life ROCKS RIGHT NOW.

usually when this happens in the middle of the night and i get woken from my peaceful slumber from this incredible pain, i just go to the kitchen, down 3 aleve, heat up he rice bag and wait it out. the rice bag really helps, especially when the pain is very central, lately my lower back.

but here i don't have my kitchen. i don't have all the meds in the world, and i don't have my fucking rice bag.

my cramps are so unbearable that i almost considered texting my mom letting her know that ima probably gonna have a lousy trip after this day.

why am i making such a huge deal about this right now? cause i wasn't due for another 2-3 weeks! yeah! suckville i know.

i have the most amazing app on my iPod that'll tell me when I'm due and shit and its super accurate. unfortunately my iPod broke so i can no longer view it and yell at it, but what the hell, i got a few other things to worry about at the moment right?

AND NOWW I'm siting on the floor between the bed and the wall cause i was worried i was disturbing Sara. i mean just cause i got my period from her doesnt mean she has to deal with it too

**apparently sara's cycle is so incredibly strong that it'll totally fuck up anyone's period within a mile away...or something along those lines.

I'm amazed of how much this post's spelling is good considering I'm shaking from all the pain.

i know this post is kinda lame/suckish/ TMI to the max but i don't give a fuckkkkkk.

yay maine....

stuck in mah head.

Open your eyes I see
Your eyes are open
Wear no disguise for me
Come into the open

When it's cold outside
Am I here in vain?
Hold on to the night
There will be no shame

Always, I wanna be with you
And make believe with you
And live in harmony,
harmony oh love

Melting the ice for me
Jump into the ocean
Hold back the tide I see
Your love in motion

When it's cold outside
Am I here in vain?
Hold on to the night
There will be no shame


always by erasure

bed issues.

danielle is taking up more than half the bed. I'm going to try and sleep with sara tonight.....


she is CRAZY that danielle girl.

don't tea bag me!!

i dont understand how to use "time machine" on my laptop....oh well.

i got stung by a bee today :(

it was during sports day here up at Kennebunkport, Maine.

but the swelling went down and luckily i brought meds to help the swelling go down.

plus this old lady told me to put a used tea bag on it.......weird....i know?

but it actually worked! yay!!!!!!!!!

were going into town soon :)

i heart maine.  

MAINE

didn't post yesterday.

already sucking at BEDA....oh well haha :)

maine is beautiful! we went to the beach today and took some pictures cause it was a bit dreary outside. it was misting a bit and a bit chilly but beautiful none the less.

i have gotten my mom, sister, and brother presents and now i just need one for my dad.

I'm hoping to get some for my friends as well....but well see how things turn out :/

this video is funny

clouds galore!

the extent of my picture taking today...

a island of clouds

pretty!

if you look closely...it kind of looks like a turtle in the sky

probably one of my favorites.

amazing.

tomorrow we will leave at 7 in the morning for a 3 hour drive to kennebunkport. we will get to the monastery, change, then go to the beach :) i can't wait!! more pictures i hope to share tomorrow!!

7.5

aproxamitly how many hours till my flight leaves for conneticut.

the only reason i am up this late is because i had to wait on my friend to hand me a lowsey cd.

this better be worth the wait.

hopefully i will either have the playlist up on 8tracks by the end of the week, or possibly just a list of the songs.

my face is burning up....probably cause I'm tired???

i texted my friend saying that i was uploading the cd now.

my friend responded "...i think it is...and i am really sorry! now i feel terrible"

....your damn right you feel terrible.

before my friend left he asked me whats wrong and i said "i have to wake up at 5 to leave....would it have been too much trouble to drop it off before?"

he was at a bonfire.

he said that he was there since 7

i told him i'd been home since 5.

i told him it didn't matter cause he just didn't bother. 

thats my problem, again. i care too much and i get kicked in the ass.

tomorrow will be better.

tomorrow i will be with one of the best families i know *besides my own of course :)*

happy travels!

packing.

what do i have packed?

zip, zero, nada.

when do i leave friday morning?

way too early.

how do i feel about that?

  

ehhh...ill be fine....

sorry har har....

i read your post  and i knew what your title was.

but when i posted mine i thought "wow this sounds vaguely familiar"

and then....i saww your title.

mah bad.

reality check.

today is monday.

i leave for maine friday morning.

i work wednesday and thursday.

sooo tomorrow i pretty much gotta pack everything tomorrow.

which means i also have to go shopping.

:)

usually when i go to maine its with my family and we drive, so i can literally pack whatever i want and it's fine cause we can pack the car full of everything we want. but this year its just me, and I'm taking a plane, soo i have to pack semi light. boo.

but regardless of that i still am gonna go shopping.

:)

plus i can get stuff for college *possibly*

yay!

so again today is monday.

that means tomorrow is tuesday.

which means....KARAOKE!! :D

we haven't gone in so long and i can't wait!!