it was probably one of the worst weeks iv had in a while....i was so tierd....mad a lot...and it just felt like it would nevverr end.
but yayy todays friday right?
wrong. one of my best friends and i got into a fight via texting...and we havent spoken since saturday. i...for once in my life...did nothing wrong. usually at this point i cave and i apologize but im not doing that this time. im going to stay strong by what i believe...and i believe that enough is enough.
of course i believe also in second chances and forgiving and forgetting...but i have given nothing but second chances all my life and im sick of it. im sick of always having to be the better person and ask for apolgies. im sick of knowing in your gut you did the right thing...but then the other person somehow turns it around and makes YOU look like the bad guy. well not anymore.
if he chooses to apologize to me then well be all good then. but hes a little preoccupied at the moment....playing some silly video game.
i just wish he knew how much it kills me that hes totally ok with us not being friends :(
anyway...ill be blowing off steam with my friend grace :)
oh and be tea doubs....
i got accepted into osu academically :D
and bw both into the concervatory and academically :)
more deatz to come later i suppposeee
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