Lillian Dickson
yesterday i posted a long blurb about how much my life sucks. then i woke up feeling gross cause i got no sleep. then i decided to sleep in. by sleeping in, i missed out on a fun activity in english and also a physics quiz. because i was in such a shitty mood when i blogged yesterday, i forgot to do my latin homework and also pick up Pokemon: Black Version from gamestop that i had preordered. because of all this, i was sitting in latin just thinking of things that i had forgotten to add the my gross list yesterday.
iv never felt so depressed in my life, and i let it affect my school work and my attitude in every class.
but my latin teacher had the nerve to actually talk to me about it. she asked me "whats wrong with you hudak??" so i told her that id been differed at The Ohio State University. she was in shock and didnt really know what to say at first. i was obviously upset by my lack of participation in a class that i enjoy so much, not to mention the fact that i could barely say the "d" word without tearing up. i talked to her after class about possibly writing a teacher recommendation letter for me, and she gladly accepted. but she also reminded me that attending another university would NOT be the end of the world. and that if i dont get in my first year so what? i could always transfer there my sophomore year or just see how it goes. but whatever happens, it happened for a reason. and no matter what the outcome i should be thankful i got into any college and that i am getting a high form of education.
iv only got one coin here in life, and i plan on spending it in the best possible way that i can.
random thoughtss...
greek is over :( i miss you already cappy!!!!
Caloo Cahlay!
i need to go to bed sooner...by like a lot....
i need to not drive people to school, or any place for that matter, whom i dislike even a pinch. it just sets my day off to a bad tone.
i miss daisies. please come soon spring.
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