my life sucks.
a common phrase said by many a teenagers...but mostly me. especially these past few weeks especially.
why veronica...your always so bubbly and cheerful? your life sucks? unbelievable!
oh...its believable...and this is why
1. choir sucks...a lot. if you know me and this situation...you know that i could honestly go on for about 753489057238 years about how angry i am about this...but i wont. its not the fact that choir itself sucks...its a certain director who's making it suck.
2. two of my very best friends in the entire world are not getting along. surprisingly enough they are both boys. awesome. cause this is what i want from guys...drama. not. one of my friends decided that my other friend is a big douche bag and "he just upsets [him] whenever he speaks". great. so now i have to deal with drama with them...which is gonna suck srius arse.
in the end everything will just blow over...or im going to have to pick between my two best friends in the world :( i know...lose high school drama...but right now this is my life and it sucks.
3. scholarships.......hey can hold on while i go change my shirt...i just barfed cause i hate this so much. my parents are on my butt about this and ill have to write a million essays....shoot this sucks...
4. lost mah ipod. pretty much self explanatory about the suckiness of the situation. right now though i have a replacement itouch....my brothers old dumb one that doesnt work all that swell...but still its less sucky then not having one.
5. im in the musical, which rocks, but this week i have rehearsal from 2:30 till 8 pretty much. it hurts how much it sucks.
6.im up...and its 11:30....on a school night......yeahhh....
last but certainly not least by any means....
7. iv been waiting to hear from osu since November 5th. finally my status on the website changed.....to differed. pretty much that means im neither in nor out....i just have to wait longer to find out if im in....... :( and i found out through my mom...... :'( and i really just want to get in :'''''(
oh and 8. i got bangs a few weeks ago....worst decision in my life. theyre so annoying its not even funny.
oh and 9. my rooms a mess but i have no time to clean it...and honestly when i do have time...lets be real....im not about to clean it.
last one...10. i had to give a ride to this kid i generally get annoyed at really really easilly about 6 times this weekend........awesommeee...
this post is ubber sad and emo.........but it feels better typing it out cause although my life sucks right now........
there are some positive things going on in my life...like tonight...i sang Carmina Burana with the Cleveland Orchestra Youth Chorus. it was honestly one of the most amazing experiences in my life...but if you looked on my facebook page you wouldnt be able to tell. i met amazing people tonight that i wish i could have met sooner. i sang such beautiful literature and i wish i could do it all over again. i know its a cliche to say this but while singing...all the suckiness that i posted before didnt even cross my mind. music can do wonders, and Mr. Frank Bianchi is probably one of my biggest inspirations of all time. you wouldnt be able to tell though on facebook how much it ment...my status is something dumb like...
"coyc....4 standing ovations? not a big deal. :) love you all!!"
which translates to
"omg i love coyc it was so amazing. im so privileged to be apart of this amazing group and im sad its practically over. we kicked crazy ass tonight and im going to miss everyone i became very close with."
and even that doesnt begin to cover it
my life doesnt actually suck...it just seems like it now...
...but you're gonna be fine"
Rolling Stones : Sad, Sad, Sad
BTW why wont blogger show the font i want :(
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