Unicorn Colored Nailpolish

on account of the fact that pretty much nobody actually reads th

is except for maybe danielle every once in a while....i figured it doesnt matter if my titles are cool or if i spell things right

orifmyspacebardecidestonotworkandnevermakesspaces

then thats ok too :)

so here we go...

RANDOM THOUGHTS!

its spring break! although im not going anywhere exciting or

meeting anyone extremely famous...im glad that spring break is finally here. its given me a chance to just relax for once in a few months it seems like. iv tidied up my room a bit....done some scholarships and im even gonna paint my nails :D

actually im gonna be painting my nails as i type.....*applies BASECOAT of SinfulColors professional* my sister painted my nails saturday night...but they started chipping...then i picked em off....i wish i took a picture cause they looked pretty cool but oh well.

my dad just knocked on my door. hes making tortilla encrusted tilapia.....awesome...

it is lent. NO ME GUSTA! for me....that means that i cannot have

meat at all till easter.

ouch i know.

but its not thatt bad...iv done it all my life so its nbd as they say.

i have 3 shades for nailpolish that iv narrowed it down to....

Why Not Lively Lilac and Unicorn

obviously im going with unicorn :D

i like pandora radio...a lot!

i need to blog more....

im going to osu :D and i have my grad party planned!! yay!!! you all....all of no one...are invited!!!

though with all that....it means its prom season. and i havent a date yet....i dont know who ill go with :/ but im in a good mood so im not gonna think about that right now.

well...thats about it for right now...

KARAOKE TONIGHT!!!! plus im having zazu sleep over :) andddd then were going to the zoo tomorrow :D

what a plan :)

UNICORN NAILPOLISH!!

is this real life?

is this real life??

the choir im in got a 1 at district contest. it's called Chorale...im co-president of it and were a AA group....basically the best you can get in high school. we honestly should not have gotten a 1 but we did....which is completely unreal. now as a group we get to go states. im super excited cause we get to sing more amazing songs....but mostly because i get to do it with some of my best friends that iv made this year :)

yes...this is real life.

but the reason for this post originally was to officially inform the Internet as a whole...that i...Veronica Hudak will be attending The Ohio State University in the fall.

i cant even begin to imagine what its gonna be like. im crazy excited :) like....possibly too much. this is honestly all i've ever wanted in life. NOT exaggerating what so ever. so in regards to my post about how much my life sucks...yes my life was on the suckish side of things...but once i found out that i really get to go to OSU next year....everything seemed like it fell into place. im friends with my friends again. my grades dont suck...my life kinda rocks right now :D

but honestly...it hasnt really sunk in yet. i dont think it will till someone asks me "oh your a senior? so where are you gonna go to school next year?" and i can confidently answer "why good fellow...i will be attending OSU majoring in vocal music education. nbd. "

nbd? FACT: this is the biggest deal of my life. the most profound "WHAT A DEAL!" moment that anyone has had ever. its like waking up and hearing birds tweet outside your window in the spring....except 7308 times better :)

im a buckeye.

watch out cbus....vrons comin to town :)

Bloons Tower Defense 4

iv been playing this game wwaayyyy too much.

i also dont post nearly as often as id like.

plus i only really post after 9 p.m......or at least i feel like i do.

and i dont need to make the titles catchy i suppose.

nor do my posts need to be long....or really deep. i can say what im thinking....

need to study for latin....and do my latin homework.

i feel like this week has been wwaaayyyyy too long.

i didnt see a best friends today that i usually see often...and it felt weird not seeing said friendd

i like messy hair every once in a while :) dont feel like you need to hide it

laugh and smile more often.

ya know...normal stuff.

gotta go play bloons till 1 in da mornin.

like i said...normal stuff

urgh.

thats all i can really say about this week.

it was probably one of the worst weeks iv had in a while....i was so tierd....mad a lot...and it just felt like it would nevverr end.

but yayy todays friday right?

wrong. one of my best friends and i got into a fight via texting...and we havent spoken since saturday. i...for once in my life...did nothing wrong. usually at this point i cave and i apologize but im not doing that this time. im going to stay strong by what i believe...and i believe that enough is enough.

of course i believe also in second chances and forgiving and forgetting...but i have given nothing but second chances all my life and im sick of it. im sick of always having to be the better person and ask for apolgies. im sick of knowing in your gut you did the right thing...but then the other person somehow turns it around and makes YOU look like the bad guy. well not anymore.

if he chooses to apologize to me then well be all good then. but hes a little preoccupied at the moment....playing some silly video game.

i just wish he knew how much it kills me that hes totally ok with us not being friends :(

anyway...ill be blowing off steam with my friend grace :)

oh and be tea doubs....

i got accepted into osu academically :D

and bw both into the concervatory and academically :)

more deatz to come later i suppposeee

"Life is like....

a coin. You can spend it any way you wish, but you only spend it once."

Lillian Dickson

yesterday i posted a long blurb about how much my life sucks. then i woke up feeling gross cause i got no sleep. then i decided to sleep in. by sleeping in, i missed out on a fun activity in english and also a physics quiz. because i was in such a shitty mood when i blogged yesterday, i forgot to do my latin homework and also pick up Pokemon: Black Version from gamestop that i had preordered. because of all this, i was sitting in latin just thinking of things that i had forgotten to add the my gross list yesterday.

iv never felt so depressed in my life, and i let it affect my school work and my attitude in every class.

but my latin teacher had the nerve to actually talk to me about it. she asked me "whats wrong with you hudak??" so i told her that id been differed at The Ohio State University. she was in shock and didnt really know what to say at first. i was obviously upset by my lack of participation in a class that i enjoy so much, not to mention the fact that i could barely say the "d" word without tearing up. i talked to her after class about possibly writing a teacher recommendation letter for me, and she gladly accepted. but she also reminded me that attending another university would NOT be the end of the world. and that if i dont get in my first year so what? i could always transfer there my sophomore year or just see how it goes. but whatever happens, it happened for a reason. and no matter what the outcome i should be thankful i got into any college and that i am getting a high form of education.

iv only got one coin here in life, and i plan on spending it in the best possible way that i can.

random thoughtss...

greek is over :( i miss you already cappy!!!!

Caloo Cahlay!

i need to go to bed sooner...by like a lot....

i need to not drive people to school, or any place for that matter, whom i dislike even a pinch. it just sets my day off to a bad tone.

i miss daisies. please come soon spring.

"Now you're sad sad sad...

my life sucks.

a common phrase said by many a teenagers...but mostly me. especially these past few weeks especially.

why veronica...your always so bubbly and cheerful? your life sucks? unbelievable!

oh...its believable...and this is why

1. choir sucks...a lot. if you know me and this situation...you know that i could honestly go on for about 753489057238 years about how angry i am about this...but i wont. its not the fact that choir itself sucks...its a certain director who's making it suck.

2. two of my very best friends in the entire world are not getting along. surprisingly enough they are both boys. awesome. cause this is what i want from guys...drama. not. one of my friends decided that my other friend is a big douche bag and "he just upsets [him] whenever he speaks". great. so now i have to deal with drama with them...which is gonna suck srius arse.

in the end everything will just blow over...or im going to have to pick between my two best friends in the world :( i know...lose high school drama...but right now this is my life and it sucks.

3. scholarships.......hey can hold on while i go change my shirt...i just barfed cause i hate this so much. my parents are on my butt about this and ill have to write a million essays....shoot this sucks...

4. lost mah ipod. pretty much self explanatory about the suckiness of the situation. right now though i have a replacement itouch....my brothers old dumb one that doesnt work all that swell...but still its less sucky then not having one.

5. im in the musical, which rocks, but this week i have rehearsal from 2:30 till 8 pretty much. it hurts how much it sucks.

6.im up...and its 11:30....on a school night......yeahhh....

last but certainly not least by any means....

7. iv been waiting to hear from osu since November 5th. finally my status on the website changed.....to differed. pretty much that means im neither in nor out....i just have to wait longer to find out if im in....... :( and i found out through my mom...... :'( and i really just want to get in :'''''(

oh and 8. i got bangs a few weeks ago....worst decision in my life. theyre so annoying its not even funny.

oh and 9. my rooms a mess but i have no time to clean it...and honestly when i do have time...lets be real....im not about to clean it.

last one...10. i had to give a ride to this kid i generally get annoyed at really really easilly about 6 times this weekend........awesommeee...

this post is ubber sad and emo.........but it feels better typing it out cause although my life sucks right now........

there are some positive things going on in my life...like tonight...i sang Carmina Burana with the Cleveland Orchestra Youth Chorus. it was honestly one of the most amazing experiences in my life...but if you looked on my facebook page you wouldnt be able to tell. i met amazing people tonight that i wish i could have met sooner. i sang such beautiful literature and i wish i could do it all over again. i know its a cliche to say this but while singing...all the suckiness that i posted before didnt even cross my mind. music can do wonders, and Mr. Frank Bianchi is probably one of my biggest inspirations of all time. you wouldnt be able to tell though on facebook how much it ment...my status is something dumb like...

"coyc....4 standing ovations? not a big deal. :) love you all!!"

which translates to

"omg i love coyc it was so amazing. im so privileged to be apart of this amazing group and im sad its practically over. we kicked crazy ass tonight and im going to miss everyone i became very close with."

and even that doesnt begin to cover it

my life doesnt actually suck...it just seems like it now...

...but you're gonna be fine"

Rolling Stones : Sad, Sad, Sad

BTW why wont blogger show the font i want :(

"Having fun isn't hard...

...IF YOU GOT A LIBRARY CARD!!!"

yes, what the song says is true! thank you Arthur the Aardvark!! :)

if you click the picture there might be a fun surprise ;)

anyway....back to my library story.

i went around 7:15 tonight and checked out right around 8. as one might have noticed...thats a good chunk of time to be at the library if your not doing homework and such.

also, thats a long time for someone who's known for not enjoying the idea of "pleasure reading".

ill just tell you what i got...

Metamophoses by Ovid

The Aeneid by Virgil

Antigone by Sophocles

The Odyssey by Homer

Oedipus the King by Sophocles

I'm not there [DVD]

I love you, man [DVD]

I know what you did last summer [DVD]

I still know what you did last summer [DVD]

Identity [DVD]

The Grudge 2 [DVD] *i dont know how i only got the second one and notthe first.......weird....

The Hills have eyes [DVD]

The Hills have eyes 2 [DVD]

and to top it all off...

Avatar, The Last Airbender. The Complete book 1, 2 and 3.

as i was was walking toward the register to check out my books, i thought about my precious time spent there. i saw slumdog-millionaire, always a bit awkward but oh well. then i found all those scary movies (plus i love you man) and i thought i was set. then i decided,

"ya know what? ima gone get edumacated! ima read me one of dem books!"

but silly me....i got about five, three of which are ginormous (as in about an inch or so thick...give or take half an inch...) iv already read oedipus and antigone, but i would enjoy a refresher. plus these are the only tiny books out of the stack, so ill start with these.

all the books and movies are due back on the 24th of march. 24th of march. thats what....3 weeks from today? my goal is to see if i can read all those books by then.....

i dislike reading....but i wish to become more knoweldgable in some aspect in my life, so why not the classics? thanks OJCL!

well tomorrow is friday. time for bed :)

"the time has come, my little friends, to talk of other things. of shoes and ships and sealing wax, ofcabbages and kings.."

"begin at the beginning....."

hello hello hello!!!

this is my blog!

yay!

and i am Veronica.

or Vron or V or RiRi or Ronnie or whatevaahhh

so why me? why should i start writing about my feelings or...well anything really?

well i hope by writing out what im feeling, i can be a little more calm about everything.* and also cause i dont write diarys.

i wish i did...cause then i could have read what i thought when i was younger....but...i didnt. and i kinda regret it a bit. but its not too late to start! i dont wanna be some old hag who cant remember her own teenage years. so this is me :) and this is my blog

*not calm as being quiet and not myself....but as in not so psyco crazy when i get busy

".....and go on till you come to the end: then stop."