my own room....

having a room to myself next years is probably the thing to which I am probably most looking forward. i mean i love you laura, but boy, how i'd love to have my own room right now. no one randomly barging in while you're in the middle something, no ones friends being all up in your business, just a place to go and be ALONEE.

tonight i had a night where i was generally alone for the most part. but theres always that possibility that becca might forget something or need to come in or, heaven forbid, actually try and have a conversation with me. sometimes i just can't stand it.

times like tonight are when i wish i had my own room.

when you just wanna have a good cry but can't. you can't because theres a possibility that someone might come in or someone might want to talk to you and you can't start crying cause if you do, you'll be indecent. you'd make the other person uncomfortable and there would be a whole ordeal made out of the entire thing. no one wants that. but sometimes thats what happens. thankfully, that did not happen tonight.

though if it did, i suppose it wouldn't be the end of the world.....

i adore this song