my own room....

having a room to myself next years is probably the thing to which I am probably most looking forward. i mean i love you laura, but boy, how i'd love to have my own room right now. no one randomly barging in while you're in the middle something, no ones friends being all up in your business, just a place to go and be ALONEE.

tonight i had a night where i was generally alone for the most part. but theres always that possibility that becca might forget something or need to come in or, heaven forbid, actually try and have a conversation with me. sometimes i just can't stand it.

times like tonight are when i wish i had my own room.

when you just wanna have a good cry but can't. you can't because theres a possibility that someone might come in or someone might want to talk to you and you can't start crying cause if you do, you'll be indecent. you'd make the other person uncomfortable and there would be a whole ordeal made out of the entire thing. no one wants that. but sometimes thats what happens. thankfully, that did not happen tonight.

though if it did, i suppose it wouldn't be the end of the world.....

i adore this song

Joe

it has come to my attention that my friend Joe is reading my blog.

the rules to blogging/ the reading of blogs should be that of fight club....or at least some of them...

      the first rule of blogs, you do not talk about blogs.
      the second rule of blogs, you do NOT talk about blogs.
     (skip a few rules that have nothing to do with blogs but rather fighting.....)
     the seventh rule of blogs, blogs will go on as long as they have to.

i'd say those are pretty good rules if i do say so myself....which i just did....

heres some facts about joe.

1. he lives on third floor of baker west

2. he's from boston

3. he plays cello (heres him playing le cello)

4.joe was a cute baby

5. joe was a somewhat scary child

6. joe likes to Skype with his friends... :)

...and likes to make funny faces...

...and be a creeper...

...and fall asleep whilst skyping.

7. joe likes to sleep....kinda a lot actually. especially during class

8. joe has let laura and me shave his facial hair

9. joe is a music major, studying criminology, and is also in the ROTC

10. joe is probably one of the most friendly people i have met here at osu and I'm super glad i got to meet. he has one of the biggest hearts and will do great things in life.

11. joe can fix my laptop (i hope!!)

all i wanted was the octane....

i have, indeed, jumped on the apple train and have purchased an iPhone. now don't go crazy, its only the 4, not the 4s....and it all started with me need a new phone. I'm not too proud of this decision....i always told myself id never get one...all i wanted was the Octane, but they were out of stock...but all the other upgrades available for my phone weren't that impressive (even the slightest) and  to get an android would actually have been more expensive than this. i ordered 2 cute cases off amazon (on account of the fact that i couldn't pick just one) but they aren't coming for a while....so i got this other case. i honestly wish i hadn't bought them cause i like this one plenty. maybe i can sell them online or something..........

speaking of which i have tons of random nicknacks and possibly even some clothes that i'd be willing to sell. idk...being in college has really put into perspective what i need and what i use and what i absolutely won't ever use again. but a lot of the stuff I'm having trouble getting rid of has a lot of sentimental value. boooooooooo. ebay seems like wayy too much effort....possibly craigslist would be easier? hmm....

you can't tell but i've been writing this post in weird bursts....im too enthralled with these pictures that popped up...of my ex boyfriend from forever ago....kinda looks like a creep. which makes me feel awesome. am i terrible?

so far this post has been just bs-ing about the why i really should be writing.....my dad went to the doctor today.after surgery, they did more tests and were hoping for 90% necrosis or something like that among his cells....turns out he was only at 50%. we assumed they'd just do chemo, like they'd done before the surgery and things would go along as they were. wrong. instead, he's going to be getting some pretty intense meds. its some kinda of chemo medication thats low on stock and kinda rare right now, they have to import it from england and elsewhere. they're going to do an intense 10 week program of this stuff. so maybe, if things go well and he's healthy (enough) for it, he'll be done in june cause they're starting april 2nd. hopefully he'll be done by june. i know this is all in God's hands, but this is some pretty heavy stuff to deal with. Thankfully I'm home right now and I'm trying to enjoy my dads company while he's still healthy. we're going to the zoo tomorrow.

waiting for BEDA

i honestly cannot wait till it is april.
you know what that means?
BEDA.
awww yeahhh.

I'm really only excited cause i want to blog every day or at least when things happen in my life....but then at the end of the day.....i just don't cause I'm too lazy. but BEDA gives me something to look forward to...i.e. sharing my life with the whole 3.4 people who read this. YAYY.

i need to find my pokemon games....

lets take a gander at this list and see what has and hasn't been accomplished.

1. blog more. ehhhhhhhh
2. finish Mockingjay, the third book in the Hunger Games series. thank youuu laura.
3. upload pictures from my camera onto mu computer
1. deleting the horrid ones
2. possibly putting some on the Facebook. (ambitious, i know)
4. clean up my laptop (folders/tabs/wallpapers)
5. empty my trash i did this....but it is already full again, from cleaning my room...
6. go to office hours with my counselor
7. watch pretty little liars!
8. retype some of my posters what does this even mean..................
9. play my uku more.
10. drink more water

so the one thing that probably matters the most, number 6, i have failed to do. theres always next quarter.......

anyway I'm going to talk about the hunger games series. these pictures pretty much some up my experience reading these books.

ehhh....okay i see what you're doing.

really. really?

ehh turned out a-okay in the end.

i don't want to ruin anything for anyone who is thinking of still reading these, but i will say this, in the first book (especially) she makes it so you want to keep reading. correction, you HAVE to keep reading. and i personally don't like that about these books. can't wait to see the movie premier with my sister, grace, aaron and michele. yay! 

it is finals week. only 3 more dayyss and life will be good

to-do list or rather....wish-to-do list

its the week before finals....i have only a few things that i wish i could accomplish with my life before finals start....

1. blog more. (check?)
2. finish Mockingjay, the third book in the Hunger Games series. thank youuu laura.
3. upload pictures from my camera onto my computer
1. deleting the horrid ones
2. possibly putting some on the Facebook. (ambitious, i know)
4. clean up my laptop (folders/tabs/wallpapers)
5. empty my trash
6. go to office hours with my counselor
7. watch pretty little liars!
8. retype some of my posters
9. play my uku more.
10. drink more water

some of these might make sense, others might just be things i need to better in all of times (like drinking da water)

i do have things about which i would like to talk, but seeing as this is a blog saying i want to blog more, i simply cannot do that. 

heres a funny picture.