ATL

my packing for Atlanta is COMPLETE!
yay!
but i feel like im forgetting things...which would suck.


play practice let out at 9:25ish tonight. nbd right? wrong. considering we started at 4...plusss i had to start packing for this crazy fun filled band trip about to happen. but luckily i finished...before midnight....so i can go to sleep and wake up...at 4 to be at school before 5...awesome. but ill talk more about that when it comes around i suppose.


so about these followers.....
yay har har and zazu! i dont really know what else to do except maybe add this....

pretty coolio guy huh??

and har har....i didnt mean to call you dumb like "omg look at her shes dumb!" like the thing you said was funny as hell and when i think of something being terribly funny i think "hide yo kids, hide yo wife..." ya know....so im really sorry if i made your day sad :(

i knew i had more to say earlier cause i was in a terrible mood, said f**k like 105724803 times and just hated everything, but luckily i have some good friends and we just bitched in the car as i drove them home from play practice.

but anyway....yay atlanta!!! im really excited cause 1 its my senior year 2 its all my band friends :) and 3 i miss school *and play practice* 

WHAT A DEAL!!!!!

but im also a little not as excited too. we have band trips every other year, so i went on the other band trip and it was to orlando. so fun...or so i thought.
i was in a bad, no terrible relationship with this guy who was terrible and we pretty much broke up over the band trip. it sucked. i spent most of my time either texting him, waiting for him to text me, apologizing through texts to him for not texting him, or, my favorite part, sitting up almost all night in my hotel bathroom, bawling as i talked to this loser on the phone, trying to make him forgive me for absolutely nothing. 
fortunately, i had an amazing friend, Kellie who helped me and took me under her wing. she graduated that year, and sadly we're not really friends anymore, which makes me sad. very sad.
i can only hope that when i graduate i wont do that to my friends. i dont think i will though, these friendships i have now are different, but dont get me wrong, i appreciate Kellie and all she did for me. it's what i needed then. i just hope that certain high school friends arent just a "phase" or something like that.


btw i dont wish to be thought of as "one of those girls" who is crazy into their relationship. 
i mean....yeah that was me, but that was me two years ago. now im a strong, wonderful person :)


but srsly...
ATL betta be 23280x better than ORL.


i also hope that i can still post from my ipod during this trip, cause i wanted to do BEDA....but i cant if i dont over the trip.....


well see what happens i guess.


im bringing 4 pairs of shoes on this trip, plus shoes im wearing on the bus...
overkill?


this spell check says im spelling texting wrong. if technology doesnt even know how to spell texting, something must be changed.


ok so this isnt tuesday anymore, but ima count this as my tuesday blog, cause i started typing at like 11:40....


goodnight CLE, hello ATL :)