here we go.

I'm giving up on BEDA. its obviously a lost cause.

as if you all didn't know that already...

i started watching grey's anatomy recently. its actually quiet interesting, and I'm really hooked since i started watching it from the beginning. thank youuu netflix.

i have had a ton of homework this past week/weekend. luckily i could distract myself very easily being home, hanging out with the family, going to tons and tons of church (I'm Orthodox and we just had our easter [Pascha] today!) and doing other nonsense things. unfortunately my math homework is hard. and my theory homework will probably take a long time. so what am i doing now? BLOGGING yesssss.

i have noticedd, in regards to the previous paragraph, that when i have a lot to do and become very stressed (did i mention i was very stressed this weekend? well i was. very much.) i become a nail biter. now when i was younger i had bit my nails a lot and yes its a bad habit blah blah blahhh. and i usually don't but i started noticing lately that i have been more and more when I'm about to go home or when I'm at home. it could be because of all the stress with my dad, or my sister, or this crazy quarter i am having. i don't know. but i do know i dislike it.

GOING ON WITH THE SAME IDEA OF THE LAST PARAGRAPH......

when i left for this weekend, i made my bed super neat and put things away and cleaned stuff up and like even swept my area of the floor. so what did i find when i came back? there was juice [alcohol] spilled under my desk , my posters by met bed were folded up along the edges, like someone was sitting against them like a crazy person, and my pillows. someone messed with my pillows. now i don't wanna sound like an anal bitch but seriously. if you're going to lay on someones bed, at least make sure you try and put stuff back where you find it. i mean it is blatantly not how i left it. oh and i just noticed, my desk in pushed away from my bed. awesome.  now obviously i don't expect laura to sit around and do nothing while I'm gone. but i mean she has a desk. she has her own area. what the heck.

along with all this....as i am trying to do my homework, they all walk in here while I'm "doing my homework" thanks guys....

pissed off. obviously.