not only to blogger, but to OSU! i just came in yesterday, which was pretty interesting, in a good way.
i got here, expecting even though there was a fee, that people would still be showing up and moving in. WRONG. barely 20 of us were here in baker. it was really strange but it was no big deal....i had plans to just watch How I Met Your Mother all night, starting at like 10. but of course, when you make a plan, it never actually happens in college...i ended up staying up late and talking with a few friends that i haven't connected with in a while so that was awesome!
what i didn't miss about being here at OSU
1. having a normal bathroom. with a normal sink and normal toilet paper and normal hand drying towels...not crappy paper towels.....
2. being able to open as many drawers in your dresser or wardrobe as you want. here at school, you can only open 1 of your 3 at a time...it becomes very frustrating
so many reasons i know
though honestly i forgot how much this bed here is so comfortable. i love it :)
the downside of starting school so early is that i don't get to be home with my dad this tuesday. see he has Osteosarcoma, bone cancer, in his mouth...and FINALLY things are starting to move along. he got a little procedure a few days ago to get a port in his chest and inserted in his artery for the chemo meds, and he said that that's just super uncomfortable. tuesday, tomorrow, he starts chemo and i just wish i could be there and help see him through everything.
but anyway its a new year! yay!
NEW YEAR NEW YOU!!
...no thanks. i like me just how i am. yeah i made some mistakes in 2011, but just because its 2012 doesn't mean that I'm a whole new person and see the world in a new light. i was thinking about this yesterday, and i discussed it with my friend... but honestly why is new years even like a huge, momentous holiday? or a holiday for that matter? i mean yes were celebrating a huge time change and all that jazz...but i don't see why we build it up to be so much more than it is....a new month, and also a new year. why don't we celebrate every new month? you scream HAPPY NEW MONTH! every first of march or september...i mean the other months probably have feelings, just like january. but then i got thinking....the philosophical thinker that i am, why don't we always celebrate every day like that? i mean, hell, the world is supposedly ending this year... this could be everyones last year on earth!!!!** so if this is the end of the world, why not "live like you were dying"....cause we are. but honestly.....you almost should in a way....not super recklessly, like driving way too fast or doing crazy stuff, but living every day to the best you can, to never regret anything, to always leave someone on a good note, and to do what you LOVE. thats my new years resolution. to, as cheesy as it is, to do what i love, and love what i do. to be thankful for every day that I'm here and that you're here and that my family and friends are here with me.
thats all anyone can really ask for...right?
**i don't believe in this end of the world crap. it is what it is.
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