a parting thought

if there ever comes a day when we can't be together,
keep me in your heart, I'll stay there forever.

im back!

so i havent been on blogger in like 2 weeks...and i havent read any posts in forever!!


so im going to comment on zazu's and har har's posts right now!!!

Fish Aren't Actually Sentient-

I LOVE MAKE IT OR BREAK IT!!!! its litterally one of my favorite shows...well as is any abc family show...now matter how corney it is (i.e. Secret Life) btw that guy isss SO hot :)

8tracks for the win!

i like the "music that makes you feel important link" good songs :) i mean it has PIRATES!!! who isnt in a good mood after listening to that..i feel like i can take over the world now.

Oh Here We Go

ohh coyc....and oh mah goshhh izabela you said the FUCK word at the end!!!!! 

funny

that looked like it hurt....

A Recapitulation of 2011 so far

your list of  recapitulation is really good....you should really pursue #6 so i can watch it :) and if you read 20 books....you'll have all my respect. i cant even finish one book...and i have one day left of high school....

wait....what?

....one day of high school....ever. oh dear.

tomorrow will probably be one of the most bittersweet days i will ever experience. but that can be saved for a later date.

inspired by willy wonka

allergies are really gross
allergies I hate the most.

one not so random thought

so i havent posted in a while....


random thoughts.......
lightning mcqeen is soo cool, but would look soo weird with lips.
my ancle has not yet healed from my little twist before the play. boo.
typing sideways is not only annoying and causes you to half to *backspace*a lot, but also kinda hurts
my eyeballs hurt from being open too long.
i hate rain. more than i hate snow; less than i hate thunderstorms.
prom is coming up. yaaayyyy.
who thought of the fashion trend to wear rubber band hair ties on your wrist?
why am i not asleep yet......... 


and thats all i can random up at this time of night.


not so random thought...


i really want to learn how to play the cello. i think im going to ask my mom sometime this week if after i graduate if i can rent a cello for the summer and take lessons, cause my trumpet and piano have become a flop to say the least. if i do not learn to play the cello okayishly by the time i start school again, ill be very dissapointed in myself.


so whats this? a bucket list perhaps for myself over the summer?


VERONICA'S BUCKET LIST before attending The Ohio State University
1. learn to play the cello




well...ya gotta start some place

game on.

you think you can win this?


you think you can out-poke me?


well think again. 

its on.

Believeland

lately i've been cracking my neck from left to right...and it makes that grotesque cracking noise. i hate it...but now it just happens whenever i move my neck from one extreme to the other. its grossssss. and i hate it!


i watched some episodes of Avatar tonight. SOOO good :) duhh


but i ended with The Puppetmaster...you know...the one with this nice old lady...

who ends up being this crazy lady....

yeeahhhh....kinda hoping i wont have nightmares from this...

so how about that tribe :) unfortunately they are playing kinda of late tonight....but their standing is amazing! they have a 7 game winning streak and are doing FANTASTICO!!

i have an app on my ipod for MLB.com and it says that at the top of the 2nd inning, the Indians are down by one. but well be fine :) i hope....

personal victory

I'll take a little P.V. wherever I can get it,like let's say, Facebook!

a million people's Facebook got hacked and now on everyone's wall is that Osama bin laden picture thing. SPAM. but alas, I have not fallen to the treaturies that is Facebook. VICTORY IS MINE!

you know how has sent spam to everyone's wall though? Aaron.

haha

USA!

Osama is dead.

I was cleaning my room when my sister texted me. random much?
so I stayed up and found the news and saw the president address the nation.

finally :)

now that it's midnight on a Sunday night,Monday morning whatever I think it's time to sleep.

amen!

still crying.

so benji just left. we watched the 5th harry potter. it was kinda a sad one.


earlier today i went to the freshman baseball game. and after that i went to zazu's to paint her room...it looks gorgeous. i just wish i had more energy or enthusiasm to really describe how wonderful it really is.


but before that i woke up. i didnt even really wake up...my mom woke me up, at 12.


dont get me wrong, i love sleeping in, but i rarely every sleep in till 12, and you know why that is?


im hurt. and im hurt real bad. 


i wish i wasnt but i am. benji made a good point tonight that i dont "actually know what amy was doing over there." so i'm thinking i should give him the chance to explain what happened. i dont even know why im so upset...that he picked her over me? no...well kind of. idk. i just know what im feeling is not the kind of feeling that i wish to feel again. i just dont totally understand why he thought lying was necessary. 


i talked to a few friends, i dont know who is right. i could confront him and tell him i know, but he'll either shut up and not say anything cause he can't handle confrontation, or he'll just lie. but if i do nothing and completely ignore him, its not like he'll ask me whats wrong or figure out i know about this situation. but i suppose there is a 3rd option, as benji pointed out. i just need to not be as such as friends with him anymore, like pull away from him i suppose. 


that would probably be the hardest thing i could do, but most likely the best thing i could do as well.


i just dont understand why all this shit keeps happening to me